Entries for April, 2007

April 8th, 2007

magbalik.

Wala na ang dating pagtingin
Sawa na ba saking lambing
Wala ka namang dahilan
bakit biglang nalang nang-iwan

Hindi na alam ang gagawin
Upang ika’y magbalik sakin
Ginawa ang ko naman ang lahat
bakit bigla nalang naghanap

Hindi magbabago
Pagmamahal sa iyo
Sana’y pakinggan mo
Ang awit ng pusong ito

Tulad ng mundong hindi
Tumitigil sa pag-ikot
Pag ibig di mapapagod

Tulad ng ilog na hindi
Tumitigil sa pag agos
Pag ibig di matatapos....

Alaala’y bumabalik
Mga panahong nasasabik
Sukdulang mukha mo ay
Laging nasa panaginip

Bakit biglang pinagpalit
Posted by blackcoffee at 03:34 PM | Add a Comment

April 12th, 2007

without you here.

Your love's a gathered storm I chased across the sky
A moment in your arms became the reason why
And you're still the only light that fills the emptiness
The only one I need until my dying breath
And I would give you everything just to
Feel your open arms
And I'm not sure I believe anything I feel

And now, now that you're near
There's nothing more without you
Without you here

And I'm trying to believe
In things that I don't know
The turning of the world
The color of your soul


That love could kill the pain


Truth is never vain
It turns strangers into lovers
And enemies to brothers
Just say you understand
I never had this planned

And now, now that you're near
There's nothing more without you
Without you here
Without you here
There's nothing more without you
Without you here


My head lies to my heart
And my heart it still believes


It seems the ones who love us are the ones
That we deceive
But you're changing everything
You're changing everything in me

And now, now that you're near
There's nothing more without you
Without you here

Currently listening to: photo.ryancabrera
Currently reading: themaninthebrownsuit.agathachristie
Currently watching: mytearsdry.
Currently feeling: stressed
Posted by blackcoffee at 07:24 PM | Add a Comment

April 14th, 2007

ordinary.

3 shopping bags.

a cup of hot mint cappuccino.

sore tongue.

just one stick of vogue.mint also.

people passing by.

an empty seat on my left.

30minutes flew.

rebel heart.

Whose eyes am I behind
I don’t recognize anything that I see
Whose skin is this design
I don’t want this to be the way that you see me

I don’t understand anything anymore
In this world that I’m tired of
Is taking me right up these walls
That I climb up
To get to your story
It’s anything but ordinary.

 

Currently feeling: pissed
Posted by blackcoffee at 11:20 AM | Add a Comment

April 16th, 2007

absolut.

dhey: pakape ka naman!

me: mukha ba akong laging may pang-pa-kape sa inyo??? *headscratch*

lagi na lang ako!! sige.mamaya?

had 2 rounds of billiards on my name. *beaming*

absolut.40percent.plus 7up.too sweet pala.didnt enjoy much.

company:superb.

longshot.

 

 

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway.

Currently feeling: thoughtful
Posted by blackcoffee at 12:42 AM | Add a Comment

April 19th, 2007

littlewonders.

let it go,
let it roll right off your shoulder
don't you know
the hardest part is over
let it in,
let your clarity define you
in the end
we will only just remember how it feels

our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain

let it slide,
let your troubles fall behind you
let it shine
until you feel it all around you
and i don't mind
if it's me you need to turn to
we?ll get by,
it's the heart that really matters in the end

our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain

all of my regret
will wash away some how
but i can not forget
the way i feel right now

in these small hours
these little wonders
these twists & turns of fate
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away but these small hours
these small hours, still remain.
Currently listening to: oneheadlight.thewallflowers.
Posted by blackcoffee at 07:00 PM | Add a Comment

April 22nd, 2007

hero.

"what's wrong with wanting to be normal?you should try it."

-- claire bennet
odessa,texas

I wish you could swim
Like the dolphins
Like dolphins can swim
Though nothing
Will keep us together
We can beat them
For ever and ever
Oh we can be heroes
Just for one day

I will be king
And you
You will be queen
Though nothing will
Drive them away
We can beat them
Just for one day
We can be heroes
Just for one day

I can remember
Standing
By the wall
And the guns
Shot above our heads
And we kissed
As though nothing could fall
And the shame
Was on the other side
Oh we can beat them
For ever and ever
Then we can be heroes
Just for one day

We could be heroes
We could be heroes just one day.
Currently listening to: blackballoon.ggd.
Posted by blackcoffee at 11:47 PM | Add a Comment

April 28th, 2007

fallen.

3 rounds of kurant.

1 bottle of beer.

5 lost souls.

3 broken hearts.

4 cups of coffee.

1 fateful night.

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older


Cause we never really had our closure


This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

Currently feeling: sympathetic
Posted by blackcoffee at 06:54 PM | 3 wondered.

April 29th, 2007

theScar.

Our eyes meet 'cross a crowded room
Wish that I could talk to you
To see if you still feel the spark
From words we whispered in the dark
In a flash you look away
But it's OK if you're afraid

Well you show me scars
And I show you mine
Some may not heal
Will that be alright
If our pasts collide and they die today
Will that be a scar that will never fade

Leave your secrets at the bar
In a moment we'll be apart
You've never been so damned relieved
As when you thought that you saw me leave
As you hit the evening air
You pretend that I wasn't there

We are the sum of these parts
Broken promises and hearts
this is to remember what it was like to be me.
Currently listening to: sofaraway.nickelback
Currently feeling: sore
Posted by blackcoffee at 03:01 PM | Add a Comment

May 1st, 2007

iTried.

The one that made me shiver,
Made my knees start to quiver
Every time she walked in
And I've looked high, low,
Everywhere I possibly can


But there's no tryin' to get the feelin' again
It seemed to disappear as fast as it came


Where did it run to?
I thought I'd done all that I could
Just to keep the lovelight burnin'
But whatever I've done
I guess I just haven't done it too good
'Cause all that's left is yearnin'

 


Currently feeling: pensive
Posted by blackcoffee at 01:13 AM | Add a Comment

theHelix.

 theHelix

I don't have nerves of steel
I have a heart that feels
I may have cried a million
tears but I wont drown
I let myself unfold
Gave you my hand to hold
You took me beyond where
I could see
And then you let go of me. .

I was damaged by the fall
Got the wind knocked out of me
To be standing here at all
I must be invincible
I thought that I would break
But now I have come to see
Something strong and beautiful
Inside of me
I must be invincible

I dont have X-rays eyes
Don't have a heart so wise
How could I have known
you'd let me down
If I had known that then
my eyes were wide open
I still believe I would've risked it
There's no way i would've missed it


its a blessing and a curse


But you find out just
what you're worth.


Posted by blackcoffee at 01:27 AM | Add a Comment